Um,This is my title?

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:59:35 GMT

I'm making a new livejournal.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/vampiraxlibby/

New livejournal for new Libby. Friends i added on this account, add me!

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 19:13:29 GMT

Oh my god, i love this picture:

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Haha.

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:32:56 GMT

Last night i dreamt that i woke up in a mental asylum, and the doctor explained to me that i had a fantasy world that i was still a teen. He told me i'm 22, have a baby, and i'm married. I kept saying, "No...i'm 12, i go to Evans Middle School..." He showed me that the reason i thought that was that he was Dr. Evans. I kept protesting that he was wrong, but it seemed hopeless. I was so freakin shocked, but wait, it gets even worse. Lane was my wife. Yeah. LANE. Every time she tried to kiss me or touch me i would say, "No! Quit it. We broke up, you pissed me off, i hate you, get away from me!" Then she started crying and said to the doctor, "She's forgotten me again." And left the room. Right once i went to sleep in the dream, i woke up in real life.....or what i hope is real life....

//edit: Another header:

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Sat, 14 Jan 2006 18:14:25 GMT

All i have been doing today is making headers for my board.

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I REALLY like the last one.

Edit: Another one:

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Fri, 13 Jan 2006 22:13:03 GMT

I tried to talk to Lane today about us being friends again, but apparently, i'm invisible. She didn't take one look at me and walked off in the middle of me talking. I wonder if i should use my invisibilty for good or evil...hmmm....

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 16:32:18 GMT

"Don't you get it?"

Huh? Is this about me, than what are you talking about? If it's not about me, than whooo? ?_?

P.S. I'm going to start writing a book. I post the first chapter when i can.

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 00:37:09 GMT

Well, i went to the doctor today and my heart is fine. Anxierty problems may fuck me up once in a while, but i'll be okay. AND i have a rib injury. And the medicine for it gets me high and gives me the "munchies" per say....I also have weak lungs. All three is what has been giving me pains.

At the doctor, i had to take off my shirt and bra, and if that wasn't bad enough, then they had to put stickers all over my boobies, oh but wait, it gets better....

Then they put the cords on my crotch, so everytime they reached for a cord, they touched me. Mmmhmm.

I watched Pulp Fiction. Fucking awesome movie. I also watched Se7en. Love 'em.

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 17:07:34 GMT

I haven't slept in weeks because of stress and when i saw Lane was okay at school, i fell asleep at 8:30 pm and got 13 hours of sleep! OH, YESSS!!!!

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 22:49:05 GMT

Another day of akwardness around Lane. Great, just great.....Is this akwardness never-ending? Seriously, when is this going to stop?

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:05:16 GMT

I started laughing in class today because i kept thinking of Peter on extasy. I wanted to do that in front of Lane to cheer her up, but i didn't even try. Poor baby. She put on so much make up to cover up her face. :( It hurts me to see her try so hard. She looked prettier than i've ever seen her, though. I'm surprised the eye make-up didn't smear at all. I could'nt have done that. :/

P.S. AHA! SO, IT'S CHRIS?!?! I KNEW IT! Okay, okay. I'm sorry. I just love when i'm right, cause i never am. ;) I hope you are feeling better than you felt at school. :)

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 19:25:15 GMT

YAY! I already have 11 people in my new message board, in 2 days of progression! :)

God, i feel like shit. Everytime i try to help people, they explode at me, EVERY FREAKIN TIME. I get it, you don't want help, but JESUS, grow some freakin concern for others feelings, will ya?

P.S. If you do love someone else, why did you lie to me when we broke up? Why did you lie to me, AGAIN?

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 04:52:20 GMT

P.S. Why did you ask me if my parents had decided anything further? I am really curious. Did your parents say something? Or where you just wondering? Cause i can understand that. I'm just wondering.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:15:22 GMT

Happy New Year! Too bad you guys aren't at my house. I'm doing Tricky's Riddle. It's what kept me company. AHAHAHAHAHahahahaha.........*sigh* i am so alone.....

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 23:10:43 GMT

*The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!*
What is your favorite..
gum:	Green Apple
restaurant:	I don't know.
drink:	Virgin Pina Colada
season:	Winter
type of weather:	Rain
emotion:	Love/Lust
thing to do on a half day:	Hang out
late-night activity:	Do stupid shit
sport:	Volleyball
city:	I don't know.
store:	I don't know
When was the last time you..
cried:	A week ago, i felt good this week.
played a sport:	Friday, Dec. 18th
laughed:	Yesterday
hugged someone:	A few minutes ago
kissed someone:	Thursday
felt depressed:	Tuesday, Dec. 22. Aftermath of a break up.
felt elated:	Huh?
felt overworked:	Today
faked sick:	I don't remember.
lied:	I don't even remember....
What was the last..
word you said:	Jesse
thing you ate:	Popeyes!
song you listened to:	Incubus - Wish You Were Here
thing you drank:	Diet Dr Pepper
place you went to:	Popeyes
movie you saw:	King Kong
movie you rented:	Underworld
concert you attended:	None...:*(
Who was the last person you..
hugged:	Jesse
cried over:	Lane
kissed:	Lane
danced with:	Jesse
shared a secret with:	Jesse
had a sleepover with:	Jesse
called:	Jesse
went to a movie with:	Jesse and Cameron
saw:	Paige
were angry with:	Lane
couldn't take your eyes off of:	Jake
obsessed over:	Lane
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:	Yes.
kissed someone:	Yes.
done drugs:	No.
drank alcohol:	No.
slept around:	yes
partied 'til the sun came up:	yes
had a movie marathon:	yes
gone too far on a dare:	yes.
spun until you were immensely dizzy:	yes.
taken a survey quite like this before:	yes
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--Your Favorite--
Hair Color::	Black
Eye Color::	Deep Brown
(Their)Music Genre Preference::	Emo/Screamo/Indie
Height(estimate)::	5'6
Age::	14
Personality Type::	Flirty, Sexy, Nice
--This or That--
Older or Younger::	Older
Romantic or Horndog::	Horndog
Smart or Stupid::	Stupid
Fat or Skinny::	Skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::	Neither
Punk or Preppy::	Punk, if i had to
The Big Picture or the Little Things::	i don't know?
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::	Flower/Candy
Mixtape or Burned CD::	Burned CD
Love or Lust::	At the moment, i'm done with love. Lust
Emotional or Just Not::	Emo is cool
Sincere or Jokester::	Sincere when she needs to be, but mostly jokester.
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::	Neither.
Sexy or Just Cute::	Sexy
Arse or Abs::	Neither
Hair or Hands::	Hair
Dimples or Eyes::	Eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs::	Biceps
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) ::	Teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy::	Shaven
Rugged or Prim and Proper::	Rugged
Countryboy or Cityboy:	Country
Date alone or With Friends:	Alone
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause::	Rebel
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much::	Yes.
Loved a guy because he stalked you::	I loved him UNTIL he did that.
Loved a guy because he hated you::	No
Asked your friend's crush out::	Yes.
Lead a guy on for kicks::	Yes
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott::	Yes.
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend::	Yes.
Lied about not having a boyfriend::	Yes.
Lied about having one::	Yes.
Cheated::	No.
Been Cheated on::	Yes.
Had a crush on a gay guy::	Yes.
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?::	Yes.
Briefs?::	Well, if you must....
Hat?::	Yes.
Skater Shoes?::	Yes.
Pimp Shoes?::	No.
Band Shirts?::	Yes.
Vintage shirts?::	I guess?
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?::	No.
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?::	What the fuck are those?
Independent/DC?::	I guess?
S&M/Little Devil?::	DUDE, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
Fox/Thor?::	.......
Jeans or Shorts?::	Jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?::	No.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?::	Yes.
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?::	Yes.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:	Yes. Jalen.
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?::	No.
Do looks matter?::	Yes.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?::	Yes.
Does size matter?::	Yes.
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?::	Yes.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?::	No.
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be)::	I'm not ashamed in the first place....
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?::	Yes.
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?::	No.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?::	No.
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?::	No.
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?:	Hellz no.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?:	No.
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::	Yes.
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?::	Yes.
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Sat, 31 Dec 2005 19:40:13 GMT

I tried to help. Drama started. I got blamed. I got banned. Oh, well. Tomorrow's another day.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 04:57:57 GMT

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Name
Age
Favorite thing to think of
What color hair guys do you like?
What job do you want?
Ville Valo	You'll get to write HIM songs with him. You wont have any kids. You wont have any cats. You'll work in the music industry signing REAL talented people up. You'll retire when you're 30 and live a life with Ville Valo in a haunted mantion somewhere in England or USA. He'll leave it up to you!
Bert McCrakin	You've got Bert. The Used and MCR will become enimies. You and Bert will marry at 23 and divorce at 80 when he wants someone younger. Sorry But for now enjoy you're guy! And by the way, You'll get mugged and someone will steal you're engagment ring and you'll have to hide you're finger for a while.
Joel Madden	You are soooo lucky I am so jelous of you. Joel Madden is so hot. But when you're 21 he'll leave you for me. Jokes! You'll grow old with him and be there for him abd Benji when castdogg dies. You'll have a great um sexual life. And be together till death. Joel will die first but you'll die 3 days later.
Frank Iero	You have Frankie. You'll be stuck in between him and Gerard. You'll go on tour with them and stay clear from the Used. They wont be friend for long. You should have a god life with Frank and... You'll be a person who people come to for support and You'll work as a back up guitarist for the band.
Gerard Way	You're the new eyeliner. You've got the eyeliner king. You'll work in shops designing black make up for bands to wear. You wont go on tour with them but you will get a phone call once a day....
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Oh, yes.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 03:50:13 GMT

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Dude, that is so true on so many levels.
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Thu, 29 Dec 2005 20:23:55 GMT

You know what sucks? They have Bloodrayne 2 but not Bloodrayne 1 at Wal-mart. Wow, quality shopping. *rolls eyes* I keep losing money in my pockets, so now i put it in my bra. Lol.

Edit:

Okay, i am really concerned for my safety. Some hacker IMed me. He knew my zip code and started saying all this weird shit. Hackers can find out where you live, so, yesh, i'm pretty freaked....

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 19:27:14 GMT

Maybe this is my destiny. To help others, alone. Everyone i like or love dies, or goes crazy, or moves far, far away. It's always been that way. Maybe i should just give up. Not just on you, but on everybody. Be like a guy. Meet people at the theatre, have my way with them, then just leave 'em. Never call them back. God, that's a terrible thing to say. But hey, it's my destiny. And i'm gonna go with it.

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 04:59:19 GMT

I am really starting to feel unwelcomed at my message board. Someone just said something really mean for no reason. :/ Grrr....

P.S. Look at the comments from the post below. And don't you DARE look at my message board, do you hear me? I mean.....you know what i mean... DON'T or i will have to KILL you.

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:37:18 GMT

I got the first 3 seasons of Charmed. Yay! I watched most of the first season last night.

P.S. Are you feeling okay today? I thought about you a lot last night, and....if you can't trust yourself because of that feeling you told me about, trust what you felt when you pressed your lips against mine, when we were hiding from Mrs. Desher behind the tables, the poetry i wrote you, hiding in the dumpster and talking out how our health sucks, and i was trying to convince you that my heart was okay but you didn't listen, everything we've been through. You know as much as i do that i want you back, and i am willing to take you when you're ready, i just hate knowing that we could be together if you didn't have this feeling of rejection inside of you. I would never treat you like that girl in 4th grade did. You know that, so why be afraid? If my heart continues to get worse, i want my last moment to be with you. I love you, and i'm not afraid anymore, so....why are you?

Edit:

Lol. Answer what i said above, but watch this!!!

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4435593179243241083&q=fall+out+boy

LOL JDNGFLNJHIGLNMGDKHNLKJHGD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday:
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^Heh.
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^FEEL BETTER SOON! PWEASE!!!
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^ Heh, it's my pants.

Edit:

You are spoon guy. You should have planned ahead
buddy, or packed a bigger lunch.

which rejected character are you?
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HECK YES!!!! I'M SPOON MAN!!!!

Oh god, oh god.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 18:26:06 GMT

I had a TERRIBLE migrane yesterday, and now that the migranes are gone, i am deaf in one ear. Yep. That's just great. I am deaf. OH! AND my computer is breaking, AGAIN. Great day, huh?

P.S. I will be on all day. I am happy you are getting your hair dyed. Post pics, alright?

And let's not fight....tell you what....If you fight again, MR.SNUFFLES GETS IT!!!! Lol. Just kidding. But seriously, let's be civil. If not for us being friends, think about Sara R, and Sara M, and Vicky, won't it be oh-so socially akward every time we're in the same room if we hate each other? So, let's just TRY to be friends. We're not really mad at each other. We're making excuses to be mad because we broke up, which is normal, i just hope we can get past that.

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 20:01:35 GMT

Me, Bailey, and Paige made a video making fun of Andrew and Emo kids. It was great. Will called Paige and our conversation went like this:

Will-"Hi. Where's Paige?"
Me-"Asleep."
Will-"Why?"
Me-"Becuase.....she is."
Will-"Well, that's a lame excuse for an excuse."
Me-"....."
Will-"Okay, bye, Libby. I love you. I am going to fuck you someday."
*click*
Me-*Stands there, distgusted*
Lol. What a desprate bastard.

Hmm....

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 22:26:54 GMT

Well, today Vicky said that Lane's xanga said that asains are hot, but i only got a subsciption from Sara's xanga. Hmm....i wonder if she got a new one so i can't read it. Intresting how she hides these things....

Well, today i dressed up as Santa and went around with a pillow caes filled with toys and gave them out. Fun, fun, fun.

P.S. Did you get a new xanga? And can you give me Sara's number? I lost it already. It flew out of my pocket when i gave you the lollypop.

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:52:09 GMT

At the begingin of the day, i went to school, an i wanted to work things out with Lane, but when i saw her, all i felt was this rage inside of me. Have you ever hated someone so much, that it hurt? Like, physically? We worked it out later, but i don't know what held me back, you know?

Lane seems so upset lately, it worries me, SHE worries me. She sais i ruined her days all the time, but now she's doing it, so she's being just a little hypocritical right now, but that's okay. I don't really care right now, i'm just focused on why she's acting strange. She was doing a saounce (sp?) at lunch today, that REALLY worried me. I mean, she wouldn't even tell me who she was trying to contact. I don't know what's bothering her, but it's killing me to know. I dunno, maybe something's not bothering her, maybe she is just bummed over the shit that has been this week. Whatever it is, i'm here for you. But, i DO know that it's not that you want to be more serious, though. Because you can be serious when it is needed, but if you are all the time you seem....boring. That sounded mean, but that's just the way i feel.

Edit:

P.S. Look at the pic below, it'll cheer you up! I hope.... =)

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